Final Report

Subject: The Cold Seeker (Megan Jilees)

Age: 43

Affliction: Nightlander induced brain rewiring.

Symptoms: Delusions. Repeats certain events from her life before the affliction over and over again inside her head.

Treatment: None.  Experimental case untreatable.

Comments:  What you have just read was an account in her own words of what she currently imagines to be happening to her. It is understood that these events did in fact happen to her at the age of 12. There are records of a being known as "The Muffin Man". Other than these delusions the only other recorded encounter with him took place 18 years ago and he has disappeared from all records since then. Some of the events described in these delusions can be traced to coinciding reports such as the Bar incident. The Bar itself is of note as a rather infamous location though it was destroyed recently and has yet to be rebuilt.

Obviously some of the events did not actually happen and are most likely some form of defence by The Nightlander to hide the true events that took place at these times.

From the story and what we understand. This Nightlander is, for lack of a better word, a renegade. Hunted by his fellows. He has hidden himself inside this woman's mind.

How this woman came from the end she describes in her delusions to be found wandering alone and brought into our care is unknown.

Suggestions: More research into her history and any others who were mentioned in her story is required. Possibly tracking down more information on the being known as "The Muffin Man" is key.

Signed: Terrence Partrin, Ward B Attendant. (Fear Information Agency)

Passed as if through a dream...

The tower crumbled but we were fine and we were standing in the middle of a field now. We stayed silent the shadows were gone.

He finally spoke.

TMM: So... I suppose you have a few questions...

I shook my head. He seemed surprised.

TMM: What do you mean?

Me: I understand perfectly. You told me what happened already.

TMM: You don't even want to know about Markus?

Me: Not important.

TMM: Or who your brother is and why the shadows are after him.

Me: Not important either.

TMM: ...

Me: What is important is that I have my brother back.

I hugged him and he hugged me.

Then Everything is blank...

Journey's End

The Heart of Winter... But made out of shadows. There are human shaped patches of light in the shadows all watching me expectantly. The center. The Cold Boy's palace. I entered it's shadowy counterpart. There was no light and I could hear voices. I recognized The Muffin Man as one of the voices. The Other voice I couldn't recognize.

TMM: The Shadows are hunting you. You can't keep hiding behind Megan. She won't distract them forever.

Voice: (The voice sounded like something whispering while someone else spoke the same words at the same time normally) She will hide me for as long as I require hiding. My brothers will continue to follow her path. She will always lead them tantalizingly close but always away.

TMM: You sure about that?

Voice: Of course. I personally "Organized" her mind.

TMM: You know she was in their possession for a while...

Voice: What? Why didn't you inform me?!

TMM: Not my job to inform you on her whereabouts.

Voice: It is your job to inform me of their actions.

TMM: True... I guess I betrayed you. Probably because I don't like people messing with my sister.

At that moment light shone through and they both saw me at the same moment I could see them.

The Voice was "Brother" but I didn't notice I was too busy staring at my brother.

When you think your brother. the person closest to you, is dead and then you find out their alive you'd think you'd be happy. I guess it's not as happy a moment when you only recently saw your brother horribly murdering people. He stared at me for a few moments and the entire place shook. Shadows were edging  into the palace and it began crumbling as "Brother" sank into the ground disappearing. I paid no attention the the crumbling tower. I just removed the mask and held it out to my brother. He took it quickly and put it on without meeting my eyes. We stood still for a few seconds and then the entire tower crumbled around us.

Alone again

So I guess I'm alone again. Oh and yes I did just realize I ran quite far despite having a bullet in my leg. It's weird I can't feel it and it doesn't impede the movement of my leg at all. I tried to take it out but moving it caused it to start hurting so I just left it there. I've been heading in a random direction but I don't know it feels like the right direction. I feel like I'm being led by something. Occasionally I catch impossible glimpses of a huge tower made out of shadows in the distance and I know that's where I'm headed.

I wonder what will happen when I get there.

We'll see I imagine.

He lives on Drury Lane

The Muffin Man brought me into an alley way and then suddenly pushed me against the wall and threatened to stab me in the throat with his hands. I noticed that he continued to show no damage from contact with my skin. He waited. I knew he wasn't really going to kill me. He was trying to get "Brother" to come out. Obviously "brother" knew the same thing though since he didn't show up. He let me go a few seconds later with a sigh. Well they told me to try and threaten you at least once. I knew it wouldn't work. Now it's time to try things my way. Come on we're only a few steps from his territory. I asked him who "His" was and he told me it was The Angel. As soon as we exited the alleyway on cue a number of men with the triangle symbol showed up. They all had guns and were aiming at The Muffin Man. He simply bowed and stepped back. He was offering them to me. Immediately the thought occurred to me that he was seriously offering to let them kill me in the hope that "Brother" would come. A tiny voice told me he must have a plan in case "brother" doesn't come but I wasn't so sure. The guns shifted till they were pointed at me. They seemed hesitant but eventually one of them fired. The bullet tore into my leg and I fell to my knees. There was no pain. None at all. It was frightening I was so used to pain that this sudden absence terrified me. I saw The Muffin Man raise his head his entire body rigid with shock. More bullets launched at me and he lunged stepping in front of the bullets. At the same moment a shadow rose from the ground in front of us both.

I must have closed my eyes. When I opened them pieces of guns, bullets and bodies littered the ground around me. I was all alone. The Muffin Man's Mask lay on the ground near me. His body wasn't one of those on the ground. I was pretty sure he wasn't dead.

"Brother" had appeared and saved me again then they had both disappeared. I took the mask and ran back through the alley. No idea where I was heading just running for the sake of getting away.

The Muffin Man

I was walking with The Muffin Man with no clue of the destination. He was telling me about some boy who died recently of hypothermia on a playground somehow in the middle of summer. I wasn't really listening. I had been wondering something.

Me: What are you?

He stopped in the middle of describing the boy's mother's face at the hospital when they announced the boy was dead and turned his head to me.

TMM: I'm me why?

Me: No I mean what are you. You're obviously not human but I can't figure out what kind of servant you are.

TMM: What if I'm not a servant either. Maybe I'm one of the fears.

Me: No I don't think so you don't feel like them.

TMM: Hmm ok true. I guess I'm sort of a free agent or more accurately a meddler. I was once the target of one of the fears but managed to make a deal with them. If they let me live I would serve them. However the fear didn't want me as a servant but at that point a few other fears stepped in. They apparently came up with the idea of  well I guess you could call me a mercenary servant. A bit of power from a number of fears was given to me and I became the servant of all and none of the fears. I am the servant of whoever desires me first. At the moment I was hired to protect you although I will admit I have a personal interest in your protection as well.

I thought for a second.

Me: What's your interest?

TMM: I had a sister once who was taken from me by the fears. You're my chance to make up for losing her.

Me: You're cred as a horrible monster who viciously mutilates people probably dropped a little with that sentence.

TMM: Anyone who doubts my love of mutilation will learn how incorrect they are very quickly.

Me: So where are we going?

TMM: To find The Shadow of Anarchy. You call him "Brother".

Me: Why?

TMM: Well that's why I was hired to protect you. The Shadows want to find your "brother" don't know why and don't care.

Me: ... That body you left in the body bag. It looked like my real brother. It wasn't though right?

TMM: No. It's no coincidence he looked like him but it wasn't him. He died long before that man did.

Me: Alright... So why did he look like him?

TMM: Secret.

So we stopped for a rest. I'm writing this now then going to bed.  

A pint of beer and murder only $2.25

So I went into O'briens and rather quickly noticed that everyone there except one woman and three or so guys in the corner were servants of the fears. There were 2 guys with strings in them sitting with a rather normal looking guy. I'm assuming two dolls and and a willing. The place was crawling with Proxies I assume everyone else there was some kind of servant I didn't recognize. 

There were also three guys with the triangle symbol trying very hard to look inconspicuous as they stole glances at the human woman. I now know that the triangle symbol signifies The Angel. I quickly ducked into a booth against the wall so as not to be noticed by them.

I wasn't sure if I was among friends or enemies. I was technically a servant but quite a few of the fears including the one I was serving wanted me dead. So I wasn't sure how other servants would react to me. I knew The Angel followers wanted me dead though. I stayed seated and merely watched. At exactly 12:00 one of the proxies got up and walked over to the three human males. He said something and they visibly stiffened. They started to get up but in a single movement the proxy produced a knife and stabbed one in the throat. He turned to the other two but the willing doll produced two knives of his own and threw them hitting both the men in the forehead before the proxy could strike. The proxy turned and argued with The Willing Doll who just laughed at him. The woman was screaming and ran for the exit but was grabbed by The Angel guys and pulled struggling and screaming into the bars bathroom. They didn't come back out for a few hours. The woman never came back out. I watched all this with a cold detachment.

One of the proxies noticed me and sneered. "Heh look at that. This little girl over here. She sees a couple of her friends get murdered and brutalized and doesn't even react. What a cold little girl," He pulled a knife and came towards me "it's your turn now little girl." Apparently he thought I was also just a human. He learned pretty quickly that I wasn't. He grabbed me by the arm and spun me around. I instantly reached up and grabbed his face. He cried out and tried to pull back but I held him until he fell to the ground. The willing doll just chuckled but the others were all staring at me with shock. I wasn't sure why. I can't be the only servant of the boy they'd seen. The Angel's followers recovered first and one cried out. "It's her! It's the one we were told about!" One of the others looked at him then looked back at me. He pulled a gun and I merely watched him. I don't know why. I guess I somehow knew I wasn't going to die here. I had felt safe the whole time despite everything I knew and felt while there. It was at this point I realized why. One of my guardian angels was still watching me. A hand reached from behind the man and grabbed the gun from his hand in one quick movement and turned it firing into his chin. The body fell to the side revealing The Muffin Man standing there. The other two immediately backed away from him and The willing Doll jumped off his seat and quickly fled the bar. His followers ran as well and everyone else in the bar showed an immediate intense interest in their tables or drinks. The Muffin Man grabbed one of the Angel's followers by the neck and pulled him close just ignoring the other one. "Were you three about to hurt my little friend here?" He asked calmly.

The man shook his head wildly.

"I think you're lying." The Muffin Man said and promptly grabbed a nearby beer bottle and shoved it into the man's left eye. The man screamed in pain and raised a hand to pull it out but The Muffin Man stopped him. "Let me" He grabbed it and twisted it before pulling it down sharply. It broke in the man's eye socket and glass flew out. He then stabbed the broken bottle into the other eye. By now the other angel follower had run out. "Sorry I think I might have made it a bit worse..." The Muffin Man said in a voice that almost sounded like genuine regret. The man was screaming and thrashing loudly. "Hey friend you seem to have something in your eye." The Muffin Man stated. He was obviously enjoying his little jokes. The man reached up and pulled the bottle bottom out but couldn't remove the glass shards embedded in the socket of his other eye. Instead he merely scratched uselessly against it. He was probably crying but his tears were hidden by the blood running out of his ruined eye sockets. He seemed to be mad with pain. I told the muffin man to kill him. I couldn't stand it. The Muffin Man turned to me and spoke. "If you want him dead you do it. I'd rather leave him like this," He then simply dropped him to the ground and stepped back. The man curled into a ball still scratching uselessly at his ruined eye. "So you coming?" The Muffin Man asked me.
"Where?" I asked still staring transfixed at the suffering creature.
"To meet your best friend in the world"
"What?"
"You'll see" He says and chuckles. I followed him as I walked out not really sure what else to do.

I don't know what's going on anymore.

noitarceseD

I did it. I killed every single one of them. Razed the houses to the ground. I knocked on every door waited till they opened then grabbed their faces until they froze to death. I took a lighter from one of my victims and every single house had a can of gasoline. I burned it all down. The entire neighborhood is gone now. I'm now in a city.

What I did... They weren't real people right? So I didn't really kill anyone right? Just did what had to be done. I didn't kill anyone.

There's a bar here with a weird name but a familiar symbol. It's called O'Briens. The O is The Slender Man's symbol. I feel like I'll be safe here.

I don't want to sleep tonight but I know I can't stay awake forever.

esidaraP

There's no way out. The voices keep telling me there's only one way out. I'm starting to think they're right.

Oh and I fell asleep last night in someone's house again. This time when I woke up there was someone in the bed with me. They're arm was around me. I freaked out and immediately they disappeared.

Also weird dreams that occur only after I wake up. People talking. I'm blind but not like my eyes don't work more like there's some unnatural darkness covering my vision. Voices talking to me. Telling me things I can only slightly catch. I've been writing everything I hear in the titles but they come out wrong and not the same.

I'm going to do it tonight. The only way out.

Noitutitser

Well my experiment was a success but I'm not sure what it means.

I broke into a random house by smashing a window and went noisily up to the bedroom. I chose the master bedroom and sprawled out on the queen size bed before falling asleep. I woke up completely undisturbed. Immediately I ran out of the house through the front door and turned. I knocked on the door and immediately a man opened the door. I didn't make any excuses I just left.

What the hell is going on here?

I spent the rest of the day trying to find a way out of town.

There is no way out.

There is no way out.

There is no way out.

There is a way out.

There is always a way out.

...

No I refuse to believe that's the only way out.

Sdrawkcab

So I slept in some random person's backyard. I hid under some flower bushes and made myself comfortable. I woke up later undisturbed so I guess they didn't find me. I moved on the moment I woke up. There's something strange about this neighbourhood though. It's mysteriously empty. On a whim I knocked on a door and a woman answered. I kept my eyes down so she wouldn't be disturbed and made up some random story about going door to door selling something. Unfortunately she asked for ten of my non existent product so I told her I didn't have that much on me and I needed to go get more and ran.

Here's the interesting part. I swear there was no noise or lights on in the house and no one inside until the moment I knocked on the door.

I need to leave this neighbourhood. I'm sure there's something wrong here. I can't leave yet though. There's something blocking me from leaving. I'll sleep here one more night and then tomorrow I'll try and find a way out.

Tonight though I'm going to try and break into someone's house to sleep. If I'm right the result should be interesting.

gniklaT

I fell asleep again without intending to and when I woke up I heard nursery rhymes and panicked. I thought The Cold Boy was there but it turned out to just be some random kid. He was walking on top of a set of monkey bars and singing quietly to himself. He looked so peaceful and happy. He had no cares nothing to be afraid of.

I watched him for a number of minutes. I felt so calm. I felt like maybe there was nothing for me to be afraid of. That nothing was happening to me. That I was just a normal girl again. Then he tripped. He fell off the bars and I ran and tried to catch him. I did and immediately he began screaming in pain. I let go but it was too late. His skin was dark red and he was screaming horribly. People started rushing over and I ran away.

I hadn't meant to hurt him.

As I was running I saw The Muffin Man for a couple of seconds watching me. He seemed disappointed. I ignored him and just kept running. I don't know where I am now. I seem to be in a random suburb. There are houses all around. I don't know where to go now...

Exodus II

Let's pretend for a few moments that everything is exactly as you describe it. Do you know what's going on?

The Archangel wants you dead for an undisclosed reason. His servants have already attempted to kill you.

The Cold Boy wants you dead as well but agreed to make you a servant for some reason.

The Nightlanders brought you here because they are searching for your "brother"

Your real brother or at least a facsimile of him going by the name of Marcus was somehow tied into a group of humans who intended to use you as bait to draw out some of the fears for an undisclosed purpose.

Your "brother" is protecting you when necessary but otherwise avoiding you.

Finally The Muffin Man is apparently working with The Nightlanders but seems to have no real connection to them.

Do you have any idea what's going on?

At that I woke up. I was still in my room. I didn't remember going to sleep after The Muffin Man brought me here but I must have been more tired than I expected. There was a subtle change in the room. I couldn't quite place it. It just seemed out of order. The room had been meticulously organized when I first entered it but now there was a feeling that something was out of place.

I noticed it a few seconds later. There was a snow globe teetering on the edge of the shelf about to fall. I jumped to my feet and caught it just as it fell. There was a piece of paper inside with writing on it. I couldn't read it clearly since it was floating around and half folded but the last word was "run".

Without realizing why I decided to take it's advice. I tried the door it was unlocked. I walked outside The Shadows and The Muffin Man were gone.

I ran out of the place. It was big and sprawling and I got lost a few times but I finally found the exit. 

I'm now sitting in what appears to be a park. It looks like it hasn't been visited in years. I'll be moving on again soon.

Wake up little girl.

So I woke up and found myself looking into a familiar masked face.

The well lit room was gone. I don't even know if that really happened or I was just suffering from brain damage.

Oh yeah anyways The Muffin Man was watching me when I woke up. He handed me a camera with a picture on it. The picture was of the bloody mural he was making on the wall. I'm not going to say what it was. It's not important and it was incredibly disturbing.

After that he helped me to my feet and brought me outside. I was still too dazed to really resist and allowed him to drag me along. I didn't notice then but I realize upon thinking back he showed no discomfort from touching me.

Outside was a pitch black room. Except there was a light on. In the very center of the room there was a bright light but the room was dark anyways. Then I realized the darkness was moving. The Shadows arranged themselves into words. "Where is he?"

I didn't know who they meant. So I told them so.

"The one you call brother."

I didn't know and I told them as well.

"Then you are of no use to us"

I was worried but apparently that didn't mean kill me. The Muffin Man brought me to a room. It was a perfect copy of my bedroom. He told me to wait here and that he'd come back later when they had a use for me.

What the hell is going on?

Pleasant Conversation

I was getting annoyed by this man's constant blathering and ducking of every relevant question so I decided to just outright ask him. The result was a little disturbing.

TCS: Where are we going?

Man: Where you belong.

His voice changed when he said that sounding suddenly serious and a little threatening. I was a little worried but pressed on.

TCS: Right do you know what's going on?

Man: The Fears are playing games and the humans are trying desperately to stay on the board.

TCS: That... That's not really an answer...

Man: Would you prefer if I told you that the humans and some of the fears want you dead and the only thing keeping you alive is the monster you call brother and the psychopath back there painting pictures.

Yeah that... what?

TCS: So you're planning to kill me?

Man: Not at all.

TCS: But you just sai-

Man: Next question little girl we're running out of time.

TCS: Why did the person in the bodybag look like my brother.

Man: Not that question ask the important question.

TCS: Who was in my house?

Man: The shadows are searching. Stop wasting time.

TCS: Um which fears want me dead?

Man: The Cold one and The Angel

TCS: If the cold boy wants me dead why did he make me a servant?

Man: Your "brother" made a deal.

TCS: What is my brother?

Man: Next question.

This was starting to annoy me even more than it scared me.

TCS: Who are you.

Man: *Laughs* That's the important question but you're not asking it quite right. Be more specific.

I thought for a bit.

TCS: What's your name?

Man: That's the important question. You know my name you've always known my name but my name isn't important. The only important name is his...

Instantly there was someone in the passenger seat. I recognized him from my brothers description. Black suit and gas mask. It was The Angel. He turned to the backseat and pointed a gun in my face. I wasn't sure a gun could kill me but if The Angel thought it could he was probably right. I was panicking but, just as I heard the trigger click I felt myself falling backwards and heard a loud bang.

The bullet soared overhead. The car had been sliced in two and the backseat with me in it was falling away as the front careened sporadically forward. The backseat eventually stopped and immediately brother was in front of me. He took off my seat belt and dragged me away.

I don't think I lost consciousness there's just a large chunk of memory gone involving everything that happened after. Of course because of the memory loss I don't know where I am now. My head hurts. It could be hours or days since that happened. I doubt it's been days though. All I know is I'm somewhere well lit. I'm typing this on a new laptop that was provided to me. They told me to write this. So I did. Now they'll let me sleep for a bit.

Exodus

The moment we stepped outside the room the man stopped and I stopped instinctively even before noticing why he stopped. Eventually I did notice.

The Muffin Man was standing facing the wall. He was drawing a picture on the wall of the warehouse. I don't know what he was drawing it seemed like he had just started. He was using a large brush. It looked like the kind used for calligraphy and a bucket filled with what I'm pretty sure was blood. It probably came from the body hanging from the ceiling near him. It's throat was slit and there were two other brushes stuck into it's eye sockets. He didn't seem to notice us and the man motioned for me to be quiet as we attempted to sneak past. As we reached the door I looked back and realized he was watching us and I could tell he was smiling.

His intent was obvious. He didn't mind us leaving. For some reason that terrified me far more than any threatening gesture he could have made.

I'm in a car again. I'm not bound at all this time. The man is very talkative but he's only talking about unimportant and actually kind of depressing stuff. Mostly about death and the afterlife. I'm only twelve and I know more about the afterlife than him. The Angel is the afterlife. When you die you join him and become his slave for all eternity. He's talking about that dumb fake stuff about heaven and hell.

Actually it almost seems like he's very purposely refusing to answer any of the questions he must know I'm curious about.

A man entered the room today saw the bodies saw me and quickly left. He came back a bit later and told me to come with him. Apparently it's not safe here. No really?

So yeah I'm traveling again with some random human. I don't know his name. Didn't know hers either. I doubt his name will be important. I'm sure he'll die soon anyways. What with brother... Or not brother? Whatever what with brother, The Cold Boy, The Muffin Man and apparently The Angel I doubt this man will last very long.

The only names I know involved in this are the monsters. They seem to be the only ones who matter.

Yes that includes my name.

She came in today. She looked annoyed then she saw the lock of hair on the desk and suddenly she looked angry. She approached me but didn't touch me. Apparently my skin temperature is below freezing and painful to the touch. She demanded to know what the lock of hair was and how I got it. I tried to answer but I felt afraid of her and couldn't much more than stammer. This seemed to make her even angrier then she noticed the body bag and her anger disappeared instantly. She asked me where it came from but I couldn't answer her. She approached it and knelt down opening it with trembling hands.

hen she saw what was inside she let out an anguished cry. I cried out as well but mine was more surprise.

The body in the bag was my brother.

Not the one I had known recently the one who had died a while ago. It was him. But he was cut open here. His neck slit and then cut up to his jaw. That wasn't how he'd died he'd been shot in the chest by The Angel.

She muttered the name Marcus and crawled away from the body. That wasn't my brother's name.

I couldn't speak. I was so confused. So I couldn't say anything when the muffin man appeared behind her.

She backed up until she bumped into his legs. She looked up and he immediately shoved his fingers into her eye. She screamed as he pulled out her eye and then he cut off her screams by shoving the eye into her throat. She coughed and choked and he reached down digging his nails into her neck he pried her neck open and turned her towards me so I could see the eye stuck in her throat staring out at me. He laughed and asked me if I liked it. She was still alive her legs kicking slightly and I just watched blankly. He shook her and asked me again. I said no. He made a disappointed sound and grabbed her shoulders. He dug his fingers in and then in one swift movement he pulled her apart. I stayed rooted to the spot as he dropped the pieces of her to the floor and then looked at me. He said that had been fun and he'd be back soon then disappeared.

I was left alone with two mutilated corpses in a locked room and a ton of questions.

Do you know The Muffin Man?

I'm locked in a room. Karin's sister (I still don't know her name) moved the computer into the room with me. Which is nice since I'm pretty sure I'm a hostage and they have no real reason to do that.

I'm pretty sure that being a servant of The Cold Boy I should be able tyo escape but I have no idea how to use any of the powers I should have. I guess she knew that already.

None of that's important though. I apparently made a new friend. I say apparently because he kind of just ordered me to call him my friend. To be honest he scares me. A lot.

He calls himself The Muffin Man. I don't know why. He wears a mask shaped like a chef's hat. Describing him makes him sound funny and ridiculous but he's really not. Just his voice makes me shiver uncontrollably.

The first time he appeared he said nothing and just handed me a lock of hair. I'm pretty sure it was from Karin's sister. Next time he told me his name. The last time he visited he brought a body bag and put it in the center of the room. I haven't opened it yet. I don't want to see who's inside.

He hasn't come back since but I'm sure he'll be back eventually.

Answers

So I found out why I'm here and who set my house on fire.

I'm here because I'm stupid. I let myself be captured and they intend to use me to call The Boy, My Brother or The Angel. I don't think The Boy will come for me and I don't know why The Angel would be interested. Only My Brother might come and what will they do then?

As for the fire. It was set by one of the men with the triangle markings. 

Last question. Neither of these answer who cleaned up my house. There's someone else here I don't know yet.

I don't think I'll learn the answers before...

I feel Death coming quickly. 

Welcome

The car stopped and I was told to get out of the car. It wasn't easy. We seem to be at a warehouse. I asked her what was going on and she merely shoved me towards the door. I dropped my laptop and it broke. I'm typing this now from a computer set up in the warehouse.

So Karin well not Karin but I'll explain later told me this place is called Netwerks. It used to be an underground internet hangout or something. I don't really understand. Oh and she's not Karin though she's related to her. Apparently she's Karin's older sister who ran away from the family at 16. Karin's an enemy not a friend I can't be expected to know all about her family.

Apparently we're not alone here either. She lives here with two others. I'm not going to meet them though. She still won't tell me why she brought me here yet. She keeps glancing at the shadows in the room though.

She's still alive.

So yeah I decided not to kill her mostly because I think she saved my life and I'm curious as to why. I'm also curious as to why she looks 18. I'm pretty sure I wasn't in the Heart of winter for that long. The date on my posts agrees with me.

Anyways she's driving me somewhere now. She won't say where or anything at all. She also tied my hands for some reason. I can type but I can't do much else. I'm scared but somehow I get the feeling I'm not heading towards death.

I'm confused

The person coming up the stairs kicked in the door and brother fled immediately. She grabbed my hand and dragged me out of the house. the moment we were outside she let go of me and grabbed her hand which I could see was bright red. I didn't pay much attention to her though because the house was burning down in front of me.

It was only when she asked me if I was ok that I realized who she was. It was Karin.

I smell smoke

I'm sitting in my old room. Something is very wrong. I smell smoke. I can't feel heat but I'm sure the house is on fire. Brother won't let me leave though. He's blocking the bedroom door.

Can I burn? Is that possible? Will that kill me?

I know I would die in the past but with my new body would I still burn to death?

Is brother trying to kill me now?

There's someone coming up the stairs...

What?

I'm back home. I don't know how. I think Brother did it.

There's something different though. Someone's been here.

The beds are all made. The bodies of my parents... I mean neighbours. They've been put in their bed like their just sleeping. Something has cleaned up the house...

Chill down my spine.

There's something I'm forgetting. No something going away. It's leaving me. I don't know what it is?

The cold is settling over my mind. My brother seems so happy. Something about him scares me now. His clawed hands seem threatening now. His reasons seem less nice.

The Cold Boy has left me now. Just me and brother alone here. I want to go home.

Numb

I can't feel anything anymore. I'm looking into a mirror made of ice. I look so pretty. My skin is so pale and my eyes are pure black. Like Brother. He's beside me but he doesn't reflect in the glass. I guess this is what Doctor Worm was talking about. I'm one of The Cold Ones now. Strange I thought I'd feel happier about that.

So cold

I'm so cold. My skin is freezing. Brother is here and so is The Cold Boy. I don't remember what happened. I went into the palace and then I was here. Cold. So cold. I've never been so cold before. Am I dying brother?

It's beautiful...

I'm here! I'm at The Heart Of Winter! It's so pretty! It's really cold though... I can't feel my arms and legs. The hand he's holding doesn't look right anymore. It's stopped hurting though.

He's taking me to the center and there are all these other kids around watching us. They don't look right either though.

He's disappeared and I'm standing in front of a large building made of ice. It looks like a palace... I'm going inside...

Thank you again brother.

My brother disappeared a few minutes before The Cold Boy reappeared. He didn't look happy. I tried to apologize but he didn't seem to care. It got really cold. I was freezing. I couldn't move my body and my chest hurt. Then suddenly it warmed up again. Brother had come back and he was talking to The Cold Boy. Well not talking. I Couldn't hear any words but they seemed to be talking to each other somehow. Finally The Cold Boy nodded and brother left again. The Cold Boy was smiling again and he put out his hand. I took it despite the pain. I knew better than to upset him again. Now we're going to The Heart of Winter again and I won't let go this time.

I don't know what you did but I owe you again Brother.

Brother came back.

The strange men  began showing up more often and one of them attacked me. I ran and ended up getting trapped by a bunch of them. They were very strange men. They all had a strange triangle picture thing on their shirts. One of them pulled out a gun and pointed it at me. I prayed The Cold Boy would come save me but then the man fell with three gashes in his face and my brother rose out of the ground in front of me. One of the men started yelling he said "What the bleep (I can't say that word) is an" Then my brother slit his throat and he gurgled and died and the rest ran off.

Thanks for saving me brother. He'll protect me till The Cold Boy comes back for me.

I lost him.

I don't know how it happened. He was taking me to the heart of winter and then I accidentally let go of his hand because it was really hurting and he disappeared and now I'm all alone and I don't know where I am. Nothing looks familiar I think I'm lost. I don't know what to do! I'm too young to be all alone in a strange city. There are these strange men I keep seeing. I think they're following me.

Cold boy please come back for me! I'm sorry I didn't mean to let go! Please come save me.

Silly questions.

He asked me if I still wanted to be his friend. What a dumb question of course I do!

He smiled when I said that. He's going to bring me to The Heart Of Winter now.

I'm so excited! I wish Brother was here though.

I should ask him if he could let go of my hand it's really starting to hurt....

What a let down.

We went to Karin's house and we killed her mom and dad and even her older sister. Well The Cold Boy did I didn't kill anyone. I'm still not sure how I feel about all this murdering. I mean her parents raised Karin so they can't have been very good people and her sister can't have been all that nice either if she was raised the same right? Anyways we searched the house but Karin wasn't there. I don't know where she went. I asked the cold boy if he could find her but he didn't answer he just left so I followed him. I wonder where we're going now?

He is Real.

It was amazing! He came into my room and it got really cold and he was smiling and he held out his hand and I took it and it was really cold but I didn't mind and he brought me downstairs... and um he apparently killed my parents... Well not parents but... He killed them. I didn't really want that... I guess they did kind of deserve it. They were really mean just like everybody else. We're going to go see Karin now! Hear that Karin? He is real and now we're coming to get you.

HE'S HERE HE'S HERE HE'S HERE HE'S HERE!

It's snowing outside! It must be him! It is winter but still it has to be him! HE'S HERE! He's going to take me away and bring em to the heart of winter and I'll meet Claire and John and everyone and we'll all be friends forever and we'll go see that meanie Karin and I'll be like I TOLD YOU! and she'll be all sad and stuff and oh my god he's here!! Wait brother is leaving? Where are you going brother? You'll be back though right? I... I don't want to meet him alone. Not because I'm scared or anything I just want you to meet him too! Alright fine. Come back soon brother.


Eeh! I hear singing it really is him! Bye!

I hate it here.

Please come soon I can't take it anymore. I was in school today and Karin and her stupid friends apparently found this blog and now they're making fun of me for believing in all this fear stuff. They say you'll never come for me that you don't exist but they're wrong. I know you exist and you're going to come get me. Please come soon though. I can't take being here much longer.


Um when you do come to get me do you think we could go teach Karin a lesson too? I really hate her.

I'm still waiting

Where are you cold boy? It's been almost a whole day since I called you. I don't want to be here anymore I can't take it please come soon. My brother has been showing me more blogs especially ones about you. Are they all true? I hope so. I really liked you in that spoon one but my favorite was that one with the Doctor worm guy. The heart of winter sounds so beautiful and nice. I really want to see it please take me to see it cold boy. I'm waiting for you I don't want to wait any longer.

To The Cold little boy.

Hi my name is Megan.

I'm 12 years old.

My older brother used to read these things called Fear Blogs and he told me all about this little boy called The Cold Boy. He apparently comes for lonely people.

I'm lonely. Very lonely. I don't have any friends. My brother used to be my friend and he would tell me all these interesting things but he died recently. The angel took him away. My parents don't believe me when I say that though. They tell me not to make up stories. Well... they're not really my parents. They're actually the people who live next to my actual house. I don't live with my mommy anymore. She went to a hospital for crazy people and I've been living with the people next door til she gets out cause daddy went off to war. They're not very nice and I miss mommy and daddy. Anyways I'm lonely and I created this blog thingy with my brothers help. Well not my real brother he's dead remember. He's sort of like my brother's ghost. He told me how to make this blog. Anyways I made it to call The Cold Boy. I don't want to be lonely anymore. Please come be with me. My brother says you'll just kill me but I don't believe that. I think you just take all the lonely people away somewhere were we can all be together and we'll all be friends. If I'm wrong I'll just end up with my brother so no big deal right?

Please come play with me snow boy. I don't want to be alone anymore.